Ok, I am having a crisis here.....I have been pretty much smoke- free since September of last year.  I've had occasional cigarettes, but haven't really smoked more than socially, occasionally.  I went on a mini-vacation this weekend and I smoked a lot.  And I enjoyed it.  And I want to start again.   I am fighting a serious urge to go buy a pack at lunch....
Words of support...curses.....anything you can offer....HELP!!!  I am freaking out here!  I know I don't really want to start again....for health reasons and money reasons but my brain is saying "Buy a pack, smoke a few....Buy a pack, smoke a few....."