Lol the birthday weekend has already been and gone
I did see him, both days but didn’t go any further than a couple of kisses and a few hugs.
Still talking, still friends, don’t really know how it’ll progress or if it even will. I did go on another date with someone else last week (who seems to be ultrakeen to keep seeing me) but felt nothing inside, still hung up on the ex.
Keep thinking to just give up on him but then he rings me again or something. Never pushing for anything physical, but of course I still get the butterflies just talking to him. And yet feel like our lives have gone such different directions. I dunno.