Its very hard to let go of the betrayel I think and the twisted lies. It really did my head in. I am trying to let go, and look on the positives of my life and aim for better things but the past keeps dragging me back.
I guess the hardest thing is not having a clue why people can be so mentally deranged, that is my biggest question. How they lack empathy and seek to hurt people without a conscience.
No im not dating yet, I haven't met anyone that I want to pursue. Truth is I feel empowered being single for now and sorting out what kind of guy I would like to have in my life.