justanotherhousewife wrote:Anyway, he does NOT want to go with lawyers. He's so afraid that it will put us into such great debt. I'm unsure if I will be treated fairly with a mediator.
My biggest problem right now is that he still says I can't live here while we wait for the house to sell. I don't have friends in the area to stay with. Legally I don't have to leave...I know that. But he says, it's just not fair...he doesn't want the divorce...he didn't cheat, it's too hard to live with me, etc etc. (I'm not being mean or vindictive, btw...honestly) He's right, it's not fair...but short of taking out half of what's in the bank account (which I wouldn't do because then our girls would suffer), I have no other option than to stay put until the house sells OR I make money. Besides....how is it going to look to the courts if I leave the home before him? Can I get it in writing that he asked me to leave?
So what if he doesn't want lawyers involved? He doesn't want YOU to have a lawyer. If you don't have legal representation, that makes it so much easier for him to manipulate you and walk all over you. That's what he's doing now--manipulating you.
Perhaps he has been manipulating you the entire time you have known him. He has a knack at making you cater to his needs and his feelings, doesn't he? You were manipulated into a marriage that you really didn't want; you were manipulated in staying for ten years; you were manipulated into being dependent on him for financial support. You are easily manipulated because you are a woman with little self-esteem. You let him have total control over your life because it was easier to let him control.
You can be spineless and self-doubting and let him continue to manipulate you----or you can stand up for yourself and the best interests of your children. It's time for you to stop beating yourself up. You don't want to be married to him anymore. PERIOD. You have good reasons for your decision to end this marriage--now you have to muster up some courage and a sense of self worth--and MARCH FORWARD.
GET A LAWYER NOW.
YOU need to inform him that YOU want full physical custody of the children. If he does not agree to that----well then he will have to pay for his attorney and YOUR attorney and you won't stop fighting until you win custody. (All the best interest factors weigh in YOUR favor--unless you move out of the family home and leave the children with HIM. If you do that, then you can probably kiss custody of your children good-bye.)
If he is uncomfortable living in the same house as YOU until the house is sold----then HE SHOULD MOVE OUT. He can rent a cheap apartment or sleeping room--so that he can pay the bills and pay support. This is your family home--the children's family home--and it is easier (and cheaper) for him to move out rather than to disrupt the lives of your children. If he is NOT living there, he will be much more motivated to get the house sold. If he stays in the house and YOU LEAVE, he will not be motivated to sell--and he will claim there is no money left over for YOU.
If he refuses to leave the family home and pay reasonable support while the divorce is pending, then your attorney can take immediate action and get an interim order. Believe me, no judge is going to throw a stay-at-home mom and two kids out on the street because the dad wants the house. Whether it's "fair" to him or not, the best interests of the children override his feelings.
You have a college degree, but you may need to take some refresher courses to prepare you for student teaching. You might not be able to student teach this school year--(I assume your youngest child is in kindergarten)--but you can probably get things arranged to student teach the following year. After that, you will need to get certified as a teacher and put in a year or two as a substitute teacher before you can get a full-time position.
Because you were economically disadvantaged by the marriage (and will be economically disadvantaged by the divorce), you are entitled to rehabilitative spousal support. Basically, you will probably require rehabilitative spousal support for the next 3 to 5 years. This is not an unreasonable expectation in order to rehabilitate your earning capacity and to assist you to become self-supporting.
Again, your soon-to-be ex-husband might not think that's fair, but don't allow yourself to be manipulated by his whining. He was out in the work world for 10 years developing and enhancing his earning capacity while you stayed at home, took care of the home and family, and raised the kids. It is FAIR for him to pay rehabilitative spousal support so you can mitigate the economic disadvantage.
GET AN ATTORNEY NOW. Don't let him manipulate you. He isn't being FAIR to you. Stand up for yourself--protect yourself!