A betraying friend, and so, SO, much more.

Hey! So I've just recently broken up with my boyfriend. He's asking me who I like now, and I'm like "no one!" But here's the truth. I do like someone. But they are the sporty, popular guy. He would never even think about asking a nerdy, not so popular, girl like me out. At least I think he won't. At the beginning of the year, he asked my boyfriend for my number and my boyfriend didn't give it to him because he was jealous. (Ugh! I wish he did.) In class I catch him looking at me (sometimes) but also at this other girl, who, my boyfriend flirts with. She's beautiful and sarcastic and athletic but other than that, that's it. So (of course) I told my two bestest friends. One of them is friends with one of my ex boyfriend's friend. She said, "Can I please tell him. He won't tell your ex." And I'm like "okk. But have him swear on the bible." He did. And she told him. Now I'm afraid that he will tell my ex that I like him and it will get back to the boy I like. Ugh! Also, when she told my ex boyfriend's, he said "not trying to be mean but he doesn't like her." 😳 For some reason I thought he liked me. Now I'm wrong. Now I'm having dreams. And he's in them. Nothing weird or anything. I just wish there was a way to tell him I liked him without going through drama, and rejection, and everything else. I'm a chicken. I know. And is my ex boyfriend's friend going to tell my ex who will tell the guy I like? Please give me advice!