it's just love

hi there i'm marwa i'm a high school student and i have so big prob with my heart lately i just think that i'm in love with a girl i just like her so much i love her actions her smile(laugh)makes me melting i mean 'i'm a girl too' so i met her this year we have been so close friends we were just friends after that i fall in love with her secretly one day i told my self i have to tell her to relieve my strong feelings and this was the stupidest thing i ever did i didnt know what i was thinking about ,,so i told her and she was shocked and we are not talking to each other but now she always sit close to me in class and always looking at me i think she started to love me too i'm just saying because i dont want to climb on a dream that never comes true so what do you advice me guys to make her love me as gf not as f nothing is possible because we were friends befor all that right i really need her in my life her name is amira so this year i descoverd that i'm lesbian so awkwaard how to make her fall in love with mee please help and if our destiny is not connected that another thing and i will go away from her absoulotely