I've had a long distance relationship for two years. Long-distance relationship made us not able to met every day, drive me crazy!! But despite that we were very much in love each other.
He was studying Japanese literature. Make him frequent travels to Japan, and that makes me jealous he always surrounded by local girls. There are some girls who approached him and said they really likes the white man.
Is it fair if I am jealous or I was too excessive?
For some reason I decided to leave him because I can no longer make a relationship with him. I know I had hurt his feelings, of course I hurt too. But what I did purely for his happiness. It turned out that I did wrong decision. Until now I can't forget him.. I still love him..
I've tried to call him with my different number, but it seems he has changed his number. Should I send an email to him to apologize? Or better if I give up? I tried to love another man but I can't.
It's been quite a long time we broke up. It's just that I want to apologize to him and if possible I want him back to me.. But I really do not know whether there will be a chance for me..
By the way, thanks for your advice Jespah ^^