Why does she intimidate me so much, why is it so hard to talk to her?

With due time, God can get you her.

Just ask for Him, then His help.

If He doesn't, then He saved you from a heartbreaking because she wasn't the one.

1 Peter 5:6-7

This is what happens when you put all your eggs in one basket.

I am not saying you have to be a player, but you need to talk to lots of girls. Girls you find attractive, and girls that you don't. Truth is, you have no real clue about this girl's personality. You have a blank space, and you are filling it up with your fantasies. You want Little Miss Nice Butt to be kind and considerate. However, she might not be.

Or maybe she is. You'll never know unless you talk to her.

So, start small, and talk to people where the stakes are nowhere near as high. Get accustomed to breaking the ice and talking to people. You'll feel a LOT less like a dork and a loser.

BTW, if you feel that she somehow deserves someone else, who is smarter, handsomer, in better shape, a smoother talker, etc., then by not talking to her, that will become a self-fulfilling prophecy.

You never know until you try.

Hi.

Say hi.

Say hi to everyone.

Just say hi.

If you don't start talking you'll never get a yes.

Also, many people with really great butts or pretty faces have turned out to be not right up there re human worth, as people vary.

You clearly sound like you are shy when talking to girls. That is normal for many teenagers. Your shyness is normal. The best way to overcome your shyness is by talking to other girls. As suggested by the other post, talk to girls that don't intimidate you. You are probably not ready or comfortable talking to a perfect 10. You need more practice to build up your confidence and get better regarding talking to girls. Try talking to multiple girls who you feel are more in your league. They may not be your ideal girls, but you will still get better over time with practice. Eventually you will find yourself talking to the girl of your dream with ease because of the experience you gained from talking to other girls. You are young. You just need practice.