theeunder, it could be depression, people who are depressed tend to get "numb" etc. but you know yr only 17.. yr bodie's still going thorugh some changes, yr hormones are floating all over the joint.
I can remember at about your age i went into a "i don't care" phase..
it's normal.
that feeling yr describing is not vital. it's more about how you think about hte person, do you want to make it work etc.
I did lunch with Martha Stewart in jail and she just turns out the light and repeats... "My Big Black Stud". It makes her happy.
Keep telling yourself that Alice...we know that Martha ain't nobody's bitch...she's your big Mama...