@meecheto,
Did you write him a letter as Jespah suggested?
Put it in writing, send it to him. Then leave him alone to think it over.
Sounds like the last couple of weeks have been very volatile and that's just not easy for people. Let him relax, review your letter and think about it.
In the meantime, you can call your friends - have coffee with them (do not discuss what's going on in your private life with them), go to the gym, go to the park, go for a walk/run, go to a movie. Keep on with your life.
Whether or not you get back together, you need to keep your own life happening. If you do get back together, give him some space/maintain your own social space.