@Kyleah,
Believe it or not, i am warmed by your words. Yes, i have applied for resignation and i have about one week left. Actually i am still hesitating.
He detains me, and i think perhaps i have done the job well and no replacement have been gotten now. I do like part of the job and i do love him till now. But i know i must push myself to do some change, otherwise i will get crazy.
The most sad thing is that i am still not sure if he loves me. Forgive me and i am always not confident on that.