@ossobuco,
That's not quite true, in that I have had a couple of mild flips of that, nothing as bad as that bad week, years apart, but I connect them.
I know I need to tell the clinic. I need to go there, but I'm no longer your most mobile person. I need to at least write a long letter. But hey, the writing that came with the stuff had warnings about nightmares.
Also, I liked my doc, a resident, I presume, but very much disliked the head of the place, an asshole who paid no attention to me in his short minutes. I'm from the med world and if I don't sympathize with someone it it, that is unusual.
Enough about me, just letting out air. Off to the Ballot Box..