Having an affair with Mr. Grey??

50...51...whatever number you like.

Either that or she's shagging a teapot.

Thanks for this! I really appreciatie this. It is exactly how you say it.. I know it's probably not the most healthy relationship, but it's so intense, so satisfying, so mind-blowing that I can't help myself... I'm enjoying this to the fullest and sometimes I wish I could say "enough" and walk away but yes.. I'm not an iron lady.

You're in a very toxic situation, and if I were you I would stop seeing "Mr. Grey" and redefine myself as a person. This "relationship" is one based purely off of sex-crazed lust, and that is all it will ever be because that is all it ever has been.