We actually met each other in Europe because we studied at the same university in Germany, she now works in Austria. I had the best time of my life studying there so the thought was really appealing to go back to Europe. Plus I speak both German and Spanish, so in my head this was a real possibility.
Listen it was silly from the get go, and I was a hopeless romantic or something. That's why I'm asking on here so that I can get some perspective.
I don't know why she would send me all those messages about missing me if she knew it would just lead no where but she did and I got hurt. Lesson learned.
Thanks though for all the help
P.s. it's part of my duty as a young man to dream and try and fail, otherwise the world would never change hahaha