Are you outside of the body and seeing yourself sleeping?
Nope, this is a trapped in the sleeping body experience.
I am me, and while I was dreaming I "wake up" enough to know that I am asleep but not enough to actually wake up. Last time around I was actually holding my eyelids open with my fingers(according to the dream) but I could not see anything because I knew that I was asleep. Then I struggle endlessly to wake myself up, always failing till the alarm rings.
The Bizarro thing is that normally in a dream I kinda know that I am dreaming, but when I am dreaming that I am asleep and can not wake up I freak out, because I believe it.
I cant believe that I am the only one.