Best Friend Dead - How To Recover.

Though I feel no pain - I was drained, both physically and mentally, by Spot's final hrs and the digging a big hole/burying-process, but am completely unphased (Like Brown) on the 'loss' aspect. 'Loss', to me, is a form of self-pity, it has no benefit.
I understand how much more the loss can affect others - especially the aged and solitary.
I perceive 'time' linearly - tend not to anniversaries, birthdays, xmas etc - So have no calendrical attachments for my emotions to oblige. I only exist in the 'now'
I have friends and colleagues that, annually, go through emotional upheavals - all grief-related - and though I sympathise with them, I also question (silently) their cultural predispositions to societal conditioning.

What?
Why would I say my dog (Best friend ever) was dead, when he wasn't?
Are you fkn demented?
I don't require support, you prick. Death is not an issue with me - Because it is merely transition of energy.
Do respond with evidence of your claim........... please...?
Fkn retard!