i dont want to proceed to anything. but just to release my pain
i want to tell her that i had this feeling.. but i can manage.. i want to tell her that my face gone wrong because of these.
what makes me feel even terrible is those three nasty men. i know she will be responsible for her actions but i care for her and could not let it happen at the same time so helpless.
these days my face is so dim that people start asking what happend? which i cannot explain..
strangely she has never asked.. may be she know it well