@StruckByLightning,
what is the problem? I get that you are morally opposed to your reality, but you dont indicate that it is not working. I miss the days when having a paramore on the side was no big deal so long as it was discrete and the spouse was taken care of.
Quote:Traditional Wedding Vows 1
I, (name), take you (name), to be my (wife/husband), to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do us part.
Traditional Wedding Vows 2
I, (name), take you, (name), to be my [opt: lawfully wedded] (husband/wife), my constant friend, my faithful partner and my love from this day forward. In the presence of God, our family and friends, I offer you my solemn vow to be your faithful partner in sickness and in health, in good times and in bad, and in joy as well as in sorrow. I promise to love you unconditionally, to support you in your goals, to honor and respect you, to laugh with you and cry with you, and to cherish you for as long as we both shall live.
Traditional Wedding Vows 3 (For a Civil Ceremony)
(Name), I take you to be my lawfully wedded (husband/wife). Before these witnesses I vow to love you and care for you as long as we both shall live. I take you with all your faults and your strengths as I offer myself to you with my faults and strengths. I will help you when you need help, and I will turn to you when I need help. I choose you as the person with whom I will spend my life.
Traditional Wedding Vows 4
I, (name), take you, (name), to be my beloved (wife/husband), to have and to hold you, to honor you, to treasure you, to be at your side in sorrow and in joy, in the good times, and in the bad, and to love and cherish you always. I promise you this from my heart, for all the days of my life.
no where in here do I see where it is promised that we will lot hold, kiss, care for or have sex with others. The closest is the promise to be faithful but I look at it is more " I will always be there for you" and less that I have enslaved myself to another.
I used to really despise cheating but I am getting more forgiving about it in my old age. My wife and I are swingers, we are routinely intimate with others but with full knowledge of our spouse, we did this to get our needs met without cheating.
My advice: do nothing unless you are caught, and do everything you can to avoid being caught. If you are caught and your spouses both throw a fit then divorce and marry each other. This could turn out really bad but this is life, we are always rolling the dice.
I am not in favor of starving the soul.