@megaxzef,
It does not matter.
Truly, it doesn't.
I would have been gone with the lying, the cheating, the walking out.
Just how many different ways does this gal have to get across to you that this is not working out?
So - sorry to say, because I take rape seriously - it does not matter. And from what I'm reading here, it sounds like the only one who was really saying anything happened recently was you. She is abusing opiates (morphine?), going into strangers' homes, they are locking the door, and she is neither struggling nor calling out. That does not mean she (or anyone else) deserves an assault. But she is certainly making it easy for someone to get away with it. And by saying nothing, calling no one and making no move whatsoever to go to the cops or a hospital, she is also making it easy for someone to get away with this.
Was there consent? Who the hell knows? But does it matter? Because here are the options, far as I can tell -
- She had consensual sex with someone(s) else. So she's physically cheating on you.
- She was raped again (but also put herself out there and made herself vulnerable unnecessarily) and is doing nothing to report it, either to somehow protect herself (a misguided notion at best) or she doesn't trust the police or whatever. Definitely tying your hands.
- She likes ******* with your head to see what you'll do, if you think she's been violated. And you fall for it.
Like I said, it doesn't matter whether there is any veracity whatsoever here. All of these are pretty bad scenarios. Can you think of any positive ones? Because I sure as hell can't.