Does she hate me

I met this girl online and I fell in love with and she told me she's been raped before and when I finally met her we were holding hands and I mentioned how my friend beat me in this video game I said he raped me in the game and she let go of my hand she looked a little dad but I didn't think of it much the rest of the date goes normal and the next day I text her I love you she says yeah you too and every time I said it she said yeah you you too I told her I'm sorry for what I said she said it was ok I noticed got a little sad but it doesn't bother me at all but she changed her kik name from Mohamed ❤️ To some song lyric and I even asked her to say I love you instead of you too she said ok I love you but when I told her goodnight I love you she said ok goodnight I am feeling so insecure like she doesn't care about me anymore btw this is my first ever relationship