@Frank Apisa,
Quote:You are putting way too much effort into helping me here, Ellease.
Like I said frank, it's a pleasure. I must admit it wasn't at first but that's oynly because I had high expectation, when the food is well seasoned you anticipate a great tasting meal.
I am my friend, I am
Quote:You'll feel the better for it.
I do not care much for my feelings. If you are honest with yourself you only know that there is feeling, who is feeling and what is being felt cannot be known. So why bother about what one is feeling? Go beyond them and see what they are revealing, that much you can know if you are worthy.
It is because you see yourself separate from the world you go looking for causes in the world. When you have a problem in this world, you can get help to a certain degree from friend, relatives or whosoever you confide in, but ultimately it is down to you. You are not so unintelligent as to realise this much.
All your problems are you own frank, wether indirectly or directly in awareness or inadvertence you created them and you can destroy them. But you must come into your own.
Whatever you have been told it is the given, all the information you have collected along the way has been given to you. This content of your memory governs your life. But in order to know who you are you must make inquiries into the memory itself, not it content, that is the rubbish. It is analogues to a computer, brand new it is fine , the moment you start using it, it starts collecting data and soon you fine yourself having to defragmenting it in order for it to maintain its optimum performance.
It is a no brainier frank; literally. Just get yourself out of the way and it will all happen by itself; it does in any case, you are just too busy with yourself to notice.