@shelbydancy,
Then I think your only real hope is to try Lordy's suggestion. I'm sorry it's not much more than that.
I do hope you've had responsible, loving men in your life, whether there's been a stepfather or a brother or half-brother, or a trusted advisor, teacher, mentor, clergyman or friend. Even without a biological father, in a lot of ways, you can call men like that your 'fathers', and I bet they'd be thrilled if you told them that you thought of them in that way.