i want to die

Maybe because they do not want to get together with you.

Look, I don't know how old you are, but I'm betting you are really young. So here is some advice for you. Life is full of disappointments. Having feelings for someone and not having them feel the same way about you will happen. Learn to deal with it.

Depression is a serious illness. There is no shame in seeking help. In fact, I strongly encourage it.

As for your issue with these two girls, the bottom line is, we all go through relationship dry spells, where it doesn't seem as if we can get together with anyone. But those nearly always turn out to be temporary conditions. I bet that'll be the case with you, too.

So, again, I urge you to seek help. Because suicide is a permanent answer (and is not a solution) to a temporary problem.

Go get help. You deserve to live.

If you commit suicide your parents are gonna kill you.

Now for the correct answer. I was once hit by explosive fragments that did damage to me permanently. As a result I was out of consciousness for 2 days. When I came to, I found my life a precious thing that I was so happy that I retained. Ive herd that folks who commit suicide and fail are given a wonderful gift of life that they cherish and try to protect. Besides, theyre girls for chrise sakes. If you git 2 on the line Im sure there are many others you haven't met yet.

WAITLL YOU GET LAID THE FIRST TIME, youll never forget it.