What is wrong with me?

I am 42 year male. Divorced twice. Both marriages were based on me "loving" the woman, but both times there was significant alcohol abuse, my myself and spouse, and infidelity ( usually prostitutes or massage girls) on my part.
I have no guilt because of cheating on my spouse. None. I also drink every evening, as both my spouses did. We had average sex lives, the first one perhaps above average as we were both younger.
Now, after retiring from the military, and after a federal criminal conviction, I live the single life. Still drink regularly, and still, because my looks and personality have held up, sleep with multiple women.
When I do try to maintain a relationship, it is either with a crazy girl who can't be pleased, or with someone who I am not interested in.
Even when I was convicted of fraud on the govt, I still felt no guilt. I still really don't, just a small amount of regret for the prison time ( only six months), except for the weight loss and getting in great shape, which i have since lost.
Everyone likes me. I am one of the most popular people you will meet, and always have been. I can mix with crowds from the highest white collar fellows to the lowest worker. All will like me, and I suppose that helped me be a leader in the military.
So my question is, what is wrong with me? Am I just a wild man? I have never physically hurt anyone, or even mentally hurt anyone with the exception of my family when I went to prison.
Anyone have any ideas?
This is my first post and I apologize if it is in the wrong section.
Thanks for your thoughts and time.
Pedro