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Thu 16 May, 2013 06:31 am
I'm 20 years old and I have a girlfriend who i haven't seen for more than 8 months, but i'm staying committed to her and not having sex with anyone, so pornography has been my go-to thing to fullfill my sexual desires.
I have no problem against homosexuals or anything, (my good friend Jacob is gay) but I come across gay porn when i'm on the sites and i get off to it whenever i masturbate to it,
I know in my head that I wouldn't do anything with a guy, but I keep wondering why I would masturbate to it?
Could it be because i haven't had intercourse with anyone for more than a year?
I keep stressing over it and it's bothering me.
I talked to my girlfriend about it, and she tells me it's ok, if i know i'm not gay then i'm not, that maybe it's because i haven't been laid in a long time.
I even test myself, like when i'm not "in the mood" i'll think about doing something with another guy or a picture of another guy and i won't even get an erection, but when i think of my girlfriend, have phone relations with her, or look at pictures of girls then i'm instantly in the mood.
@confusedmixedkid,
I think it's just 'cause you haven't been with anyone for a while.
You DO have a choice in what materials you choose to turn yourself on, so I wonder why you go to the male sites.
Is it because looking at girls makes you feel as though you are cheating on your girfriend?
I also wonder why you don't watch male/female porn.
You are only 20 and most guys that age think with their little head most of the time. But don't spend too much time doing something that makes you not feel good.
Is there a reason why you haven't seen your girl in 8 months? At your age, It is not a good idea to try to maintain a relationship that is long distance.
@PUNKEY,
I don't understand if you understood me fully.
I don't goto male sites. sites like xvideos have male/female, and i watch that all the time, i only go to the gay part out of the blue, not all the time.
I haven't seen my girlfriend because she's away at an all girl college and she's coming home in a couple of months, she lives with me.