im afraid of next year;a bully in disguise

Its this girl I use to be firends with before I realized she was a spoiled child.she still believes that we are friends,although i dislike her with a passion. She's almost 17,and i am 17.But she's such a child,and does whatever she likes.

she gets all upset and emo because she can't handle not getting her way. Her parents have damaged her by not letting her grow up.Of course,like a child, nothing she does is wrong.everyone else is mean.she whines and cries,and purposely puts people down. Her parents have always given her whatever she wanted and she cried and whined exactly like a child because she was the youngest. Now she has a little sister,and her big brother has a baby,and his wife is living with them,so none of the attention is on her,and shoe doesn't know how to handle it.she constantly brags about how she's so poor,when her parents have two babies to manage,as well as getting her whatever she likes.it just isn't as MUCH as it use to be because of the babies.

She's incredibly rude and pretentious, and loves to create this 'image' that she's a lesbian,that she's emo,that she's goth,that she's a hipster,constantly blabbing about how her dad would kill her if he knew she was lesbian,talking about how she hates sex,and penis and man bodies are gross when she had a boyfriend last year,and likes to pretend she never had interest in men.in reality,she has a child-like view of people,and isnt attracted to anyone male or female becuase of her elementary school mindset.she got upset becuase my friend wouldnt date her,so she scratched up her legs and wore shorts around her to make her feel bad.

I told her this a long time ago in secret.the topic had came up,and a really emotional,secretive aptmostphere came up,and we were asking each other questions in her room. I told her-and I probably shouldve-that I had been raped before,and how my nother treated me,and how my mom is still in love with the man,and talks to him in jail.She immedietly formed a story that went 'ah, my uncle had assaulted me but ehhh...' like she couldn't think clearly,and the topic dropped.however everytime her and I together,she would tell everyone randomly that she had been assaulted when she was younger,making everyone feel awkward,and making me feel strange,because I couldn't tell them she was only saying that because of the stuff I had told her.that's not something to brag about.that's something confidential.out of all of the friends we have(like 30),only 2 know,plus her.she uses everyones weaknesses as her way of getting the most attention like its a competition to her.

she does it ot everyone,and has little concern for peoples feelings. She's acting like an 8 year old who wants attention.' My parents don't love me,my life is crashing down,all they do is care for the babies and not me, my friends are my entertainment, and ill get the stuff I want from them instead. If I wanna do whatever I feel,ill do it on them,and they'll have to except it because my life is over and I can do what I want,because I deserve it. Since I'm not loved.' This is how she thinks.

I Know im going to have to have class with her next year,i was extremely lucky not to have any this year.alot of our friends already know shes a bitch, but noone feels like telling her becuase she will literally stomp and cry and yell,or do something dramatic to that nature.im afraid of getting hurt next year all over again,and i know i will, ill just sit and smile and pretend like i like her becuase of the fact that we know the same people. Ill let her own me,and corner me off all over again becuase theres nothing i can do.