confused is he into me

I am a 33 years old working women mother of 2, when I joined this co. I was divorce, I use to be reporting directly to a manger who was not so pleased about me actually he is a different type of people his mentality is strange, he is 3 years older than me, he is still single, he was not dealing with me directly, he was avoiding dealing with me, and whenever he talks to me he loses his words and have no control on his body language, he was staring at me all the time and makes me notice that, but sometimes when I catch his eyes he looks away, it last for 18 months, although I really liked him & I wished if he could approach me, yea he shows different emotions in front of others but when he looks into my eyes I gets that type of vibes which pushes me from chest , he keeps remembering each single thing about me.. After that I was forced to remarried my x husband because of my kids needed their father, I was not happy but it happen, after that he showed lot of anger towards me and gave up on me for the General Manager so am now reporting directly to the GM, he still keeps starring into my eyes, he makes me crazy with his mixed his emotions, sometimes he approaches me with nice words like honey dear sweetie & the 2nd day he really ignores me, once I was driving on the fast track 100 speed and I saw his car on the slaw track when he saw my car he came after me in speed his car was right behind mine then he passed me a side to let me look towards him then he came right in front of my car after that he was driving right beside me, and i felt like he is approaching me in somehow, next day he was different person, those hidden signs kept going on more than 3 years but nothing happen, but know he treats me so nice every one notice that he is changed towards me, he smiles he makes me laugh with jokes, when he takes to me his tone changes to polite, but we still not really talking to each other like real colleagues, last week I moved to sit right in front of his desk, and when he came the office boy went to him to serve him coffee he started saying a poem in loud to the office boy saying that " he feels like telling what in his heart and he is scared to say it, he wants a girls but can’t approach her" and staff like that and the office boy was turning red and saying stop that please I can’t understand what you say, he kept saying that poem for more than 5 minutes.. Then he tweeted the same in tweeter. I don't know am really confused, he likes me or not, everyone knows that my marriage is in failure but how can I do anything.. I keep dreaming about him with me, in my 24 hours am just thinking about him nothing else, sometimes I feel like calling him & confess but I say it’s a bad idea he might not into me and put myself in trouble, I feel like resigning from this company maybe I can collect myself back.. i Really need him badly.. What to do? What is going on? Please help me..