@Briancrc,
Briancrc wrote:
Quote:Here's a question that I've asked others before: Would you say that you experience consciously choosing the thoughts that you think?
I have the perception that I author my thoughts. When I think English words, those words can set the occasion for other words to be "thought." These private behaviors occur to me, but I explain it not as something that takes place in another universe. Does this get at the question?
I'm not sure. The sense of agency seems to be the result of ongoing interactions among a small handful of areas of the brain, like the premotor cortex, inferior parietal lobule, etc. Of course, I'm not aware of that activity itself, just the resulting sense of being the author of my own thoughts and deeds. But speaking from the perspective of natural selection, that sense need not be an
accurate representation of what's going on, just a
useful one. Much like human vision isn't a very accurate representation of the full electromagnetic spectrum, but it's useful to this species.
Subjectively, I've tried to figure out how my own thoughts arise. I don't have the experience of choosing what to think. Actually, when I meditate, I notice that my thoughts are jumping from topic to topic apparently randomly. I may start thinking about monitoring my thoughts, but pretty soon I'm thinking about an ex-girlfriend or my students or a baseball game. Eventually, the idea that I want to monitor my thoughts comes back around, but it only lasts briefly before I'm thinking about fishing or lifting weights or sex or something.
In everyday life, of course, I feel and act as though I were consciously choosing my thoughts and behavior, but when I put my own mental behavior under the microscope, so to speak, I can't experience that initial instant of volition. It seems to arise out of the subconscious from subliminal processes.