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food death, dieing help

 
 
Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 08:37 am
Something has to change
For the past 7 – 8 days I’ve been buying and eating the most stupid foods, junk food from chocolate to BK to McDonalds. These foods make me feel sick. Directly after eating and I’m pretty sure they effect my thinking for a few days after. I absolutely have to stop eating these foods. It’s a matter of life or death literally these foods will shave years off my life. I’ve been feeling not depressed but wrecked in the heat lately. I feel like I have no control of the situation. I’m looping I’ll say something like one last time or this is the only time I’ll do it, then sometimes later that day or definitely the next day I’m eating the **** again.

I spent $100 on water purification equipment yesterday and I said I wouldn’t eat any more junk now that I can drink pure water, but then the very next day at the stroke of mid night I’m at the gas station eating 3 chocolate bars and a coffee. I have to do it now, No going back now what so ever if I have no fresh healthy raw food to eat then I’m going to eat nothing at all. A person can survive a month without food so if I have to go a day without eating so be it. Chocolate is the one I must stay away from at all costs, chocolate and sugary treats. From this point onwards for the rest of my entire ******* life I’m going to eat raw food only , raw fruits and vegetables.

After about a month of this it will be the norm and I won’t even have to think about eating anything else. At the moment buying junk food and consuming it runs through my mind every hour at least! It’s like I’m trapped in a prison and my weight is ballooning out of control. If I don’t take care of this NOW! I will die. I’m writing this with extended emphasis so that it sticks in my brain, the next time I pass a fast food restaurant I know what I’m going to be thinking but I need to remember writing this message so that I don’t go on the same loop again. Einstein actually said the definition of insane is someone who keeps doing the same thing over and over expecting different results, so I guess the fact that I keep going into Burger King and getting a combo saying to myself “This is my last combo! Then I’m done” makes me insane. So be it because I feel these foods are driving me insane. I’ve done all the research and I know for sure that raw food is the best diet for a human being. We we’re never designed to eat meat yet we can tolerate it.

For example our jaws move from side to side like a cows jaw and other herbivores, our intestines are very long and designed to break up the complex protein & fibre’s of vegetables, it takes much less time to break down meat protein and absorb it into the blood, that’s why lions and other such carnivores have a short intestinal track. Another obvious reason we should not be eating meat or even chocolate for that matter is that when we evolved into the body we have today we never had the teeth to bite into the raw flesh of a dead carcass. Not until we developed large processing brains was it possible for us to burn meat into a tender eatable food, or even the ability to make chocolate didn’t come until millennia after. Some scientists speculate it was the fact that we ate meat that gave our brains the ability to grow into the large processing plants they are today. Even if that is true eating meat now isn’t going to make us any smarter. If what some scientists speculate is true then the evolution of the brain through the proteins of meat would take place over long durations of time. So eating meat now has no health or intellectual benefit. Especially the over processed and devoid of nutrient meat we eat today.

Eating meat has been linked to heart disease. Sometimes after I finish the two burgers and fries and drinks from Burger King I feel like I’m about to have a heart attack. I need to remember this piece of writing next time I drive passed one of those mind controlling food distribution stations. I seriously think that these foods have mind altering effects. I know that MSG binds to neurons in the tongue is how we taste it. That’s how we get that umami or savoury taste. I know that most of the foods in super markets today contain MSG and so this leads me to believe that so do all the fast food outlets. KFC’s secret herbs and spices ya know? Why do they keep that **** on the down low? I think the MSG in these fast foods is one of the reasons I can’t stay away from them, they must be affecting my neurons in my brain in such a way that it causes addiction. Maybe it works like the chemical norepinephrine, It’s a chemical compound that is released in the brain when we feel our thoughts must be protected from the influence of others, it actually temporarily blocks some of our memory’s physically causing narrow minded-ness. Maybe the MSG works in a similar way blocking out all my passed desires and wills. This is all speculation of course and it’s just my miserable attempt to explain my lack of willpower. Maybe I need a cloak with +55 Willpower? (RPG reference for the nerds out their)
If there’s anyone outing with a similar situation please share so I don’t feel so alone. Or if you can share with me some advice or information that may help me please, please help me.
 
jcboy
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 08:53 am
@Avendarito,
Do you cook at all? I use to eat out a lot until I learned how to cook. I’ve learned to make good healthy meals at home.
Avendarito
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 08:59 am
@jcboy,
No I don't cook I haven't really got the time, I'm lieing tbh I just CBF'd
Avendarito
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 09:01 am
@jcboy,
ultimately I just want to eat like 25 bananas a day, or like two or three lettuce heads a day. Or like 20 oranges in a day, from my understand of chemical biology it's easier for the stomatch to break down just one type of food rather then a whole bunch of differnt compounds found in cooked meals. This is weird I know but I really really want to try it but my will power is lacking alot. This lack of will power is make me quiet sad and makes me eat **** to comfort myself for a breif moment. which in turn leads me to be more sad, it's a cycle. I hate it. Their could be some underlieing issues but their probably too much for me to face so I'm going to blame it on the food.
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jcboy
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 09:04 am
@Avendarito,
Driving to a restaurant and eating out takes time too. You can make some healthy meals at home in the same time it takes to go out.

I’m not being mean. There are healthy meals you can make in 40 minutes or less, and there are quite a few recipe and cooking threads on this forum.
Avendarito
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 09:11 am
@jcboy,
Yes your right, I just need to stop being such a **** and do something productive. I think I have a few mental issues which I need to work on. I think the bad diet is just a symptom of a certain mental condition maybe. I'ma call this mental condition lonlieness. I'm 21 years of age and I have never had a girl friend I also struggle in socail situations. It's not that I'm nervous or timied but probably that I'm exentric and big headed. I think I unconciouslly offend people although I make much effort not too. I'm also a boxer so I think my physical structure is intimidating too although I do my best to be non agressive. Most of the girls I meet I think are just stupid but I'm not sure if it's me who is stupid or the other way. What I do know is that something has to change otherwise I'ma get fat and die. At the moment I'm slim but I know that's only because of my age and once my metabolism changes I will no longer be able to stay slim on my current diet. Also I didn't make the weigh in of 64kgs or my last fight so I lost by disqualification, I weighed in at 69kgs. I need help with will power, has anyone got any mental mantras or ways of controlling themselfs?

I think I know all the right things to do to be successful but I don't do them when it comes time to. It's as if I'm under mind control.
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Avendarito
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 09:15 am
@jcboy,
Sometimes I troll around the internet just for attention, I think this could be because of my lonliness.
Avendarito
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 09:45 am
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contrex
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 11:09 am
@Avendarito,
Avendarito wrote:

Sometimes I troll around the internet just for attention, I think this could be because of my lonliness.


Or it could be because you are a stupid jerk, which is probably the cause of your loneliness.
CalamityJane
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 11:24 am
I have to agree with Contrex here!
jcboy
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 11:28 am
@CalamityJane,
Yeah me too, I didn’t know it at first then I read the other threads he started.
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jcboy
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 11:52 am
@Avendarito,
When you come here asking for advice people will gladly give it to you but when you come here just to troll and act immature people use the ignore feature and are done with you.
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sozobe
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 12:01 pm
@Avendarito,
Avendarito wrote:

Sometimes I troll around the internet just for attention, I think this could be because of my lonliness.


Trolling is a good way to increase your loneliness, not allay it.

Try interacting in a more positive way -- you may make some friends.
Avendarito
 
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Reply Tue 17 Jul, 2012 10:33 pm
@sozobe,
ILL FUCKEN TROLL YOU TO DEATH MOTHER ******! + I ate some more burger king today so your guys advice is ****! **** you cunts eat my horse cock! and slap my mothers titys you jerk ass donkey raping **** rammer! your horse splooge all over your god damn wrinkled nose hair up grannys nuts ill rape your mule bitch!
sozobe
 
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Reply Wed 18 Jul, 2012 07:10 am
@Avendarito,
Maybe the rap battle thread?
jcboy
 
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Reply Wed 18 Jul, 2012 07:29 am
@sozobe,
This guy is a real charmer.

I think the rap battle thread was the first one I ever thumbed down. I had no interest in it at all!
sozobe
 
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Reply Wed 18 Jul, 2012 07:31 am
@jcboy,
Yeah. He shows a certain creativity though, maybe he can find some people to appreciate him there.
Ragman
 
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Reply Wed 18 Jul, 2012 07:35 am
@sozobe,
I swear hought you said "He shows a cretin creativity, though."
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