Taming??

I got trouble, when i am with my bf, not necessarily kissing or cuddling but just near eachother, for instance last time i was doing my homework from college in bed and he was sitting next to me not even looking at me, just smoking and since i am a nervous wreck -so i tend to squirm a lot around and maybe that bother anybody around me but i can´t avoid it, i´m not even aware of it most of the time-i moved a lot around him like an annoying fly while i was taking my documents and trying to put them in order, the bed is always a mess of papers, so i couldn´t stop moving from one side to the other up in the bed and he was like i didn´t exist, lost in his mind and cigarette.

But then while i passed thru his lap to grab the notes on the other side he started at times to grab some parts of me sweetly and letting me go right away so i continue my work, and that sweet fumble that we obviously enjoyed continued for a while, but then he started slapping my buttocks every time i changed position or crawled over his lap to take my documents, and every time harder and faster, and i was wearing a pleated skirt so when he slapped me his hand went to my bare skin, not over the cloth so it ITCHED, and for a moment he was doing it so damn fast that it hurt and left my ass all sore he wasn´t even looking at me and was completely quiet, so we struggled and i told him what the f**k was he doing, and he said that i need to be tamed because i am too restless- i startled, i enjoy our spoiling, i liked for a moment his spanking and all that but what did he mean? he was serious, WHATS THIS????

i mean, i can´t stop being the nervous wreck i´ve been all my life, does it really bother him so much? he really thinks is that a way to make me "learn" not to be so annoying or what? this may seem to crack up laughing but you know, i am not an animal!