I'm quite aware of the fact that most of the A2K members look at me with disdain and contempt. I can deal with that -- I have fairly thick skin.
I was wondering though, if all the A2k members congregated in one spot, one place where we could all meet, if then the members would see me for what I am and learn to accept me.
I had thoughts of myself being elevated.
Of being put on a pedestal.
I could hear the roar of the crowd. The screams of "Gus for King."
But the thin smile which had crossed my face was soon erased when a vision popped into my head.
A vision of what would
really happen.
I have thus decided to remain in the shadows.
It's safer here.