@gustavratzenhofer,
ouch. I just read the rest of your posts.
im sorry that happened. Not that my words, or any one elses words will make it any better. But I know the feeling , im there myself... and i am sorry that you have to feel that too.
I hope you are doing better... and getting better.
Consider this a virtual hug... so long as you dont let your emu look up my dress.....