@Linkat,
Believe me I'm trying to find another girl but it's hard. Especially in this day and age where majority of the girls are nothing but shallow, you know that. It's not like I'm the ultimate playboy who can just snap his fingers and all the women will come melting. It's hard to be alone that's why I'm holding on to someone like this but I see what you guys are saying. Also a friend of mine told me "there are worse things than being alone", so I guess I should try weaning myself off this girl or even sex in general so I won't go crazy after cutting this girl off and just wait until the right girl comes along. Sometimes the right people come along without you really having to make an effort to find them. It ain't gonna be easy but believe me I'll try. It won't kill me right, but this girl's drama might lol