Its been 6 months.We have met quite a lot of tyms but he stays in another country for work purpose.
He is very very decdicated...infact too ,much for anybody's comfort! But insecured at the sametym..not that i two time or fool around minus him, but he is so so so very complicated and asks too many questions all the time...i mean any damn body would get dead tired answering his endless questions and the THE CONCLUSIONS...
He has even abused me 5 tymes by now.And abuse as in BAD BAD BADLY!! Irky, dirty, foul languages he would use, at the fit of his anger.And anger too for trivial stuffs! like, 1ce i was out with my bro in law and calld him 4hours after going out as it was raining bad. That irked him up so much,he started using filthy sexual abuses with my bro in law!
I felt so insulted, so put down, so DIRTY...CHEAP...
Watever i say is less...really!
He is as if alwas in the fit of fighting or quarelling with people. cant manage any damn thing properly. he has so far quarelled with my father, mother, his own uncle, aunty and cousin brother.
i chucked him and he attempted suicide. And now he is literally begging me to get on the track...like we were before. But i am simply not able to forget all those insults. i am a bit egoistic by nature and ya, my self esteem has alwas mattered a lot.
He has been endlessly, patiently coaxing me for a month now, calling ISD. i feel sympathy for him, at the sametym the ANGER. i plan to leave him and no more entertain his calls, but then start thinking, is that the right decision?? what if i regret later???
It is indeed difficult to get so much a committed guy like him.
He is giving, responsible and dedicated.
Please advice wat i should do.pls!
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