@engineer,
engineer wrote:
Just a few years ago, you were a staunch supporter of the Republican party even though Republicans were leading the charge against homosexuals in this country. How did you get to that place and how did you get out?
I became more worldly I guess. In order to love and appreciate all cultures and people I became fluid and genuine in appreciation. That part won out over the rigid dogmas that separated me out before. Now I have a more universal acceptance free from any particular religion. I am cautious but open to learn more. I link all religion as one including mono and polytheism. They are both two abstracts of the same ambiguous creature.
I remember leaving religion and for a while I was sad and unsure but eventually the benefits became evident. Just because I do seem to believe in religion does not change the fact that deep inside I have relinquished my will to the fact that I do not personally know. So truth is everywhere and nowhere.
The republicans changed once Obama was elected... and I saw the party for what it is more clearly. I saw hatred, homophobia, racism, elitism I had to tune them out completely. The tea party the same thing... people who cannot see themselves for how lost religion has made them.
I once thought that Jesus was real but now I prefer being uncertain.
I have some problems with Jesus and his "truth". Like why he was raised from the grave and had to return to god? Why did he not if he was alive in a new body just hang around here? And where the hell was God during the last tsunami? Even a text message warning people would have been decent of God... I need more than a book with high minded speech about holiness and spiritual gifts before I will fall for another God.
I do not reject religion and I do find it very interesting. I need more than what seems like a completely silent God that has seemingly never done one thing evident to show themselves and change one single event over billions of years.
The creation story is wrong, the flood story never happened, there is rampant racism, sexism and draconian legalism to boot in the bible. The liberty of the new testament seems trampled by an unsavory and barbaric old testament past.
A God that wants us happy then gives us a crucified man to think about. I just don't find the bible to have weathered good rational and reason over time. Maybe there is a God and silence is his/her style... Well I would say that is not very nurturing and loving to abandon your creation because you are too busy being omnipotent. I don't know and not knowing is better than knowing and believing error.
I was once taught a distinction between what is "God made" and what is "man made". Like a leaf on tree I was told is God made. I believed it because the spectacle seemed so plausible. Why any more plausible that the tree made the leaf? And the ground made the tree through evolution of elements and the sun made the elements in a cycle of the universe where energy is transformed into different states of matter. We are made of energy and God is energy. That seems more believable but is is provable?
I don't know I am rambling again...