injury

I know just let me hate myself like everyone else does OK?

putting on my shoes it is still ******* bleeding. gonna walk to the emergency room errgh I hate this!

I hate everything about this day including typing with my pinkie on one hand I love you all i think... will update when i get back god darn it

well I'm back, after walking out of one hospital for waiting over an hour I walked into another hospital and their emergency room had no one in it at all. after they took off the band-aids I found that half of my finger was still in the door. So there was nothing to stitch. just a giant open wound and my fingernail cracked down the middle. Tomorrow I go to see a plastic and hand surgeon.

maybe if you are all lucky you will never have to put up with me ever playing guitar again...

they drove a needle into the base of my finger ten times and still missed the nerve. now it itches like hell and still there was nothing they could stitch cuz the wound was open too much

sorry i get testy when i am injured this is only one of the injuries i have suffered today

I'm glad you got it taken care of, Rex.

How big a chunk is missing? Did you check the door to see if it is still there? If it is, put it in the freezer and take it with you to the plastic surgeon tomorrow.

Sounds like it must have hurt like hell when it happened. Did you get some pain killers to help relieve the throbbing?

I love you butterflyI am really sorry i griped at you. we go back love and I am nothing more than an angry bitchy man at times.

I lost my boyfriend and I can't seem to get it together.

there was too much gone and I looked in the door and there was nothing to save.

I just emailed mtv begging them to give me work.

I must seem like a desperate fool.

I will show everyone. rexred is down but not out.

yea the festival of nations was in good hands until i slammed my hand in the door...

It is beyond drama it is war. they neglected my art I have had five youtube channels banned... (do you have any ideal how much I worked on them so youtube could ban them?) and now I will be a negative artist slamming their art like they have mine. I could have died tonight. and whatever lost my bf and had my art passed over for teenagers pouring oatmeal down their pants on youtube webcam... err, ten thousand views! And featured on the front page! But never old rex... they can't play guitar but they can cook a mean oatmeal... I am not gonna let up until my music is taken seriously... or I will be remembered as the bitchiest loser that ever lived. I am gonna play my old violin until someone eventually listens... what do i have to be grandma Moses or "god loves the grass" before they start to advertise me? If so i will never let them live it down.. this is my musical life they are taking for granted. I won't have it. I will find a way to get even. they take care of me and I will return the favor.

Sorry for your pain, Rex - both kinds, the finger and the video problems.

I once sliced my finger when I was cutting a pork roast, many years ago, and tore into the tendon, followed by a long ER visit. It took a while, but it eventually reverted to almost normal. Good luck with yours, Rex. Let us know.

I used to have 50 sites with my art on it and now I am down to only few. In the meantime my ideas are now being stolen because I am not longer online to show that i originated the ideal... it is like i never even lived...

yea as farmerman said maybe i need to come up for air. But i sense this is only going to get worse until someone offers me a kick ass job in media with 100 thou. up front..

oh and got a tetanus shot too... ouch.

I made a hundred complaints on youtube tonight copyright infringement.

How dare they do that on a few million entries but delete my five channels of mine? I plan to urinate soon... irk,... youtube bye bye...

Sorry I am just mad about being blackballed over my art thing this was not how my life was supposed to be. And if they don't mind blackballing me I don't mind being a jerk. All for the love of art. My hand is screwed up now and i need to see a specialist plastic surgeon tomorrow so there won't be any concerts on my guitar in the foreseeable future... The squeaky wheel gets the grease. Well If I can't sing for them i will squeak for them...

Right when they least expect i I will be there to rain on their parade... this is a money thing. I lost my bf because i could not support his kids because the catholic church used their MONEY to deny me marriage equality. While big corporations blackballed me. It used to be about the love of art now it is about getting even... Like the westboro baptist church i will be that bad penny that just keeps showing up... WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? This is what I am a solo artist. I have thousands in student loans as a music major that has wrecked my credit.. And I will never succumb to teaching I am a performer.

It is time that youtube take ALL of the copyright violations off their network and not just pick on mine... I am sick of their double standard... once all the copyright violations are off their network all that will be left are juveniles pouring oatmeal down their pants for attention. Then maybe a solo singer guitarist with a lifetime of original music will have a chance...

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The cut circles completely around my finger except for one spot


There was too much skin left in the door so they had to tape the end of my finger on. There was nothing to stitch to. Now it is just a big coagulation of blood where the skin once was.


Ripped half of my nail off...


No guitar for a while folks... this is after healing a week also.