@Frank Apisa,
Well Frank I can tell honest to heart that some concepts, some obscure definitions just don't make sense in my mind, no matter how hard I try to rescue them from nonsense...
It doesn't give me any pleasure to come out with some of the answers I feel to be true, but those are what they are, my POV, my prison, my black hole...
Among many side talk subjects and Philosophical opinion there are 3 topics that drove my thought since I was a teen that I could never made sense off. Nothingness, Randomness, and Free Will. Try as I might none of these 3 ever made any sense in my small human skull! They shadow all my thought process and influence all other debates...