@RexRed,
I wouldn't deny/turn down God for you. No one comes before God. God is the Creator, our heavenly father who is full of love who created you, I, every soul upon this earth. He has given you, all of us the privilege of living life in human form, but in order to talk to God we have to pray through Jesus Christ, his son for he died for our sins. I am not an evil mindset. One who is full of negativity, evil thoughts, thoughts of evil, etc. I'm not am evil doer, I've no wish to commit acts of evil.
I am open minded, a blossoming flower. Full of love. Have so much love to offer. My love would dominate your love. I love you.
I would tell anyone what I've just said.