@RexRed,
As much as I want to love you, I can't. But do love, have love for you. But this here on this internet is all there can be between us. you and I.
I can't, I could never kill an innocent child for you. Have your baby then kill it. Even if I were in love with you I couldn't do it.
Some may consider me psychotic but I refuse to be that psychotic. I may have love but it's not love such as. I killing an innocent for anyone.
I can't even bring myself to want to kill.
It does frighten me that you would kill me that you will most likely in the future. But. There's nothing I can do about it. I would probably end up trying to kill you before I killed an innocent child. Only if you were seriously trying to force me to kill an innocent child.