@Butrflynet,
Butrflynet-
I do what I have to do to get through the day. I don't need to read anything or study anything. I live it every single day.
I've lived it in the north and the south as a white woman alone- as a white woman with a black partner- and as a white woman with two black children.
I've lived it in six different states in the US and now in England.
I've taught mostly black and other minority young adults in four different states and two different countries- in public schools, young offenders facilities and a federal prison.
I was the residential director of a homeless center for homeless pregnant women and their children - most of whom were minorities
I've had the opportunity to study it in action in more depth than I'd ever wish
was available to anyone.
I've also spoken to every single person of color I've lived with and worked with about the issue of racism - perceived and or otherwise - because it is an issue that I care deeply about.
They have helped me to become very good at detecting when racism exists in reality and when it's been thrown up as a smokescreen to disguise something else.
The black people I showed this cartoon and asked for their perception were divided on their interpretation.
As I said - it comes back to individual experience and perception.
I tend to believe what they tell me.
But if white people want to continue to tell me what they think I should and shouldn't see and how and I should and shouldn't view racism in the world - whatever.
I'm happy with the way I view race in my life. I do think I'm totally realistic without being pessimistic and fatalistic.
I am unwilling to talk about it with people who think they can analyze me without ever having met me though.
Or anyone who sees any aspect of life in absolutes.
I find those discussions fruitless - and actually insulting.
I would never make any statement about you - I DON'T KNOW YOU.
And YOU DON'T KNOW ME- how arrogant of you to tell me what you think I do and am.
Until we ever talk, I wouldn't even hazard a guess if I were you.
And I'll give you the same respect, by not assuming even one little thing to be true in your life.
I'll tell you honestly - I have no idea- just as you have no idea about me.
You take two snippets and paste them together to come up with a view of my racial perceptions, psyche and coping mechanisms.
That's shoddy scholarship.
Those two snippets are about 1/1000,000,000 of the total of the sum of my thoughts and experiences when it comes to race.
But you believe whatever you want to believe.