Did you even once consider that maybe my own sour homosexual experiences created me and my often "bitter disposition"? I don't dish out one tenth of what I have had to endure... Fair enough? I am the product of the hate directed by others from the small prison of a town that I grew up in. Do you really think I was born angry and just happen to be gay? (I do try to function and grow in spite of "it".) I am blessed to have even made it this long.
It seems to be denial on your part. Perhaps maybe your own latency and lack of successful "hurdles"... You seem to have allot of gay friends... I have had a life filled with violence directed at me in the form of one big sucker punch after another. It eventually toughens the skin and hardens a tender heart. This is not to negate the truly compassionate people who have "at times" broken the cycle and come to help me in the face of such adversity. My mom loved me in spite of my pains, though I am not sure why. Even my best friends in school (like Judas) denied me when the peer pressure got tough.
Must I relive the most painful parts of my life or could you just this time take my word for it? Were your school years pleasant? I remember having independant homosexual thoughts at three years old.
How many time Dag have you been ganged up on and "beat up"? Ever been beat up so bad by homosexual hatred that you couldn't walk for three days? Were you ostracized and ignored by your school peers, family, church, adults, teachers, rejected and refused access to sports and other school social functions? Dunce caps in 4th grade... Ever "personally" experienced "mark and avoid" used by most "Christian" churches? I am ordained clergy... This hate is REAL even if you refuse to acknowledge it. Before you deny an error you might want to "walk a mile" let alone endure a whole lifetime dominated by sometimes painfully subtle, yet often unbridled hate and homophobia.
Yes, I am a homosexual.
I don't mean to come off angry... Please don't take the anger that others have directed at me and attach them to my movies or intents here.
In spite of it all, I still love you all. I will never allow others to force me to become completely cold and loveless. Though, I am also... not naive nor a fool.