"Addiction"
Hi. I am 26 years old. Unfortunately I have become "addicted" .
My best advice to you my beloved friend. STOP WANDERING NOW !!!!
DO NOT QUESTION IT ! ! ! ONLY KNOW THAT YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND IT , AND YOU DON'T WANT TO!!! .
I myself at the age of 14 for the first time used meth. I never understood addiction either. I used it once in a bluemoons mornig. no problem. When I turned 17 the real party started (not). I used more and more , honestly because of boredom. everyone was partying. That was the big party year "2000" anyhow . when I time comes to grow-up and put the party favors away..... Well I am addicted.
So what I am trying to say is most people do the drug (whatever it may be) for fun occasionaly , only to find out they are addicted , after it's too late. Dont find your self there one day. Quit .any and all thought of using.