Mame wrote:Are you just venting, kitkat, or looking for help?
I
am looking for an absolution to my problem, however, it has been proven that venting is used as a form of involuntary solution that many of us indulge in to help us ease our tension. In this case, I am wondering if it is worth my time and energy to correct the problem when my time here is limited.
Another thing.... if my suspicions regarding the possibilities of my brother's girlfriend being pregnant are true, I'm going to shoot myself...or move really...really...really far away....forever.
You would think that we were nothing but white trash with all the things I come on here to talk about. But it's actually quite the opposite. We actually live in one of the most expensive cities in Orange County, CA. We all drive fancy-smancy cars and wear brand label clothing (well...not me at least, I drive a Ford...). But I mean, this really does seem like something out of a really bad reality tv program. You have drugs, sex, and alcohol, a sick mother in the hospital with a brain tumor, a father drinking himself to death, a live-in girl friend who could possibly be pregnant with the son's child, and a 24 year old female divorcee living back at her parents house to take care of her mother.
Not to mention my brother's new puppy again or anything....