Re: Things Fall Apart
brokenheartedpz wrote:Thanks for the timely subject. I'm quietly dying because the spouse that I love with every fiber of my being is doing everything to force a divorce. Until a few months ago, I thought we were OK. We had our issues, but the prognosis was positive. Now she says she has never really wanted me, it's all been a lie. I've always been responsive to the slightest whim of hers and she admits it - she just didn't have it in her to say she wanted out. So I've lost 10 years, my fortune, many friends, a job, and now half of whatever is left because she expected me to read her mind for her.
Instead she has an affair to force the issue . Gutless. I could have loved another. (sob) God help me...
Tough love coming at you - big warning. Don't read if you're feeling weak, emotional, etc.
First of all, you can't tell me you didn't have an inkling of any of this. You can't supposedly love someone with every fiber of your being and not know SOMETHING is up. Come on.
And you haven't lost 10 years - according to you, you loved someone with every fiber of your being. That's a good thing. You weren't alone. You loved someone. Think of all the wonderful times during those ten years.
Now get a backbone - do you want to be with someone who doesn't want you? How did you lose your fortune? Why did you lose your friends? Why were you responsive to her every whim?
Advice: Give her the divorce, say good riddance and move on with your life.
There's always more (obviously) to the story than what first comes out but if what you have said is a summary, MOVE ON. Say "Bye Bye" to her and get going.
Have some time to yourself, love yourself, have some fun... and maybe look for someone who will appreciate you./
Again, the time wasn't wasted - you learned a LOT during that time.
Now quit crying, blow your nose and move forward (I say that to myself, too, so I'm not picking on you)... let's go! There's a whole world out there waiting for you to discover it.
Leave the bad stuff BEHIND you. Get it? The crap is left BEHIND and you move FORWARD. Win-Win.
Best of luck.