How much sex is casual sex?

Random, by chance, good, form of love, something to look forward to. Etc.

If I'm still alive by the time I finish reading, writing on paper/copying on paper by writing utensil, then re-reading all of the main words of my bible...

I plan on making never-ending love, having more casual sex than not with my at the time husband. But I have patience. And understand. It's tough, my situation at hand and I feel I'm barely making it, struggling tremendously, mentally, I am, but I believe in the Lord and trust the Lord's guidance. It may be in my head but I have got to stay strong and not give up, not give in to the negativity of depression.

I feel masturbation is not so bad as long as I pray for forgiveness at the same time feeling I shouldn't masturbate. Hopefully I'll become strong enough soon to control myself.

I feel the same about knocking off banks. Okay so long as I pray for forgiveness while I'm doing it.

I didn't know.

I mean I had my ideas of the possibility of masturbation being a sin, but didn't want to acknowledge the reality of the fact of the possibility for fear it be so.

I guess I will be living in sin. Unwantingly. Unless I start having sex with my husband and fantasizing about him only. Or maybe I should start fantasizing about him. Then it wouldn't be a sin.

Found him at eighteen. Married at nineteen. Twenty-four still married to him. Been slightly over two years since I last had sex with my husband. Two years since anyone. I to think about it, surprising. Strange. Not understandable. Right? Because I love sex. I fell out of love right before twenty-one. Unintentionally. Hurt, painful. But there was nothing I could had done. Not until recently about a year maybe two started understanding the man I was married to. Started understanding more than I've ever in my life. Where have I been, I feel.

Awesome. Please tell your significant other that, so that they can do the same.

What's casual sex? It's when you don't wear a tie.