People had liked me and used to be kind.
They eventually walk out on me and left me behind.
For them to still talk to me had been my desire,
But they got mad because it was them I admire.
Hurt and confused, keep living I must,
Though there's not a single person I could trust.
People who liked me only did so for a season,
And then they all stopped for the very same reason.
Then I decided to give it one more chance.
If she also turn on me, I'll probably understand.
Though I can't afford to get hurt another time
I kept assuring myself that things will be fine.
Then one day she hurt me as well,
And she never stopped putting me through hell.
She was just like others, was just the same.
I'm just a pawn in a giant cosmic game.
I can't look up to anyone. It's not in the cards.
I'm trying to pick up the broken pieces and shards.
She stopped liking me and treated me bad,
Cuz I looked up to her and that made her mad.
I try to get through each day with my life shattered.
I'm trying to make sense of this and all that mattered.
A flicker of light in the darkness around me,
Is just an illusion. Misery always surrounds me.
I'm surrounded by a crowd, yet I feel all alone.
I got nowhere to go, no place to call home.