Frank wrote:
Quote:(This next part is not necessarily for you, Heph. You have been very gracious in your posts. This part is addressed to all the Christians participating here...especially the ones insisting they are not afraid of their god.)
Let's put this to a test with anyone willing to take the test.
Pick out one thing in the Bible where the god is acting like a jerk...and here, in this thread, call the god on it. Tell the god it acted like a jerk in this particular instance...or a murder...or a barbarian.
Pick out anything....and do it.
There are tons of items of that nature in the first five books.
Why don't you people just put me in my place...and show us how unafraid of your god that you are?
C'mon. .
It's funny that you should ask this. Though I know it wasn't directed at me. I actually have a few things to share concerning this very thing. (Big surprise I know. LOL) I don't need to do this here because I've already done, I can't remember how many times, in my mid 20's.
Let's talk about a "barbaric God" shall we?
How barbaric a God sit's idly by and watches a grown man do unspeakable things to a five year old little girl?
How barbaric a God sits idly by while her "mommy" is in total denial about what happened?
How barbaric a God sit's idly by and watches various babysitters isolate, belittle, and beat this same child?
How barbaric a God sit's idly by and listens while this scared little girl tells her "mommy" and her mommy say's "You are lying" and sends her back time and again?
How barbaric a God sit's idly by and listens while this same little girls "mommy" tells her, "Daddy never wanted you, he told me to have an abortion when he found out I was pregnant with you."?
All this before the age of 10.
That's not even mentioning some of the other things that happened through my teens and in my early 20's. I was a mess. My life was a mess, and I hated God. I HATED HIM. I blamed Him for everything. After all He is "all knowing and powerful" right? He could have stopped every single one of those things from happening. Yet HE DIDN'T.
Everything came to a head for me one day when I lost my job unjustly. I snapped. For the first time in my life all the grief, anger, resentment, and well... everything I had been holding in for years came out. It wasn't pretty. I ranted, I raved, and I TOLD GOD EXACTLY WHAT I THOUGHT ABOUT HIM! I believe it went something like this:
GOD YOU ARE A MOTHER
F 'ING LIAR!!!!! I
F 'ING HATE YOU!!! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME AND SIT BY AND WATCH THIS STUFF HAPPEN TO ME! HOW DARE YOU SAY I'M SUPPOSE TO LOVE AND TRUST
YOU WHEN
YOU DIDN'T EVEN CARE ENOUGH ABOUT
ME TO STOP THOSE THINGS FROM HAPPENING!! HOW DARE YOU!
HOW DARE YOU! YOU ARE THE BIGGEST
F'ING LYING BASTARD OF THEM ALL. GO AHEAD GOD
I DARE YOU... I MOTHER
F' ING DARE YOU, STRIKE ME DOWN RIGHT NOW IF I'M SUCH A BAD PERSON YOU WOULDN'T EVEN LOVE ME ENOUGH TO PROTECT ME! WHY THE H*** NOT? IT WOULD JUST BE THE ICING ON THE CAKE AFTER ALL THE OTHER GOD D***** THINGS YOU'VE ALLOWED TO BE DONE TO ME!
I've shared this with a few people along the way and the typical "christian" response is:
"Why... I never... how DARE you speak to GOD like that!" LOL yeah whatever... not a friggin clue...
That was just one short little quip of several episodes like that. I cussed Him strait up one side and down the other. He deserved I thought. After all He had failed me. I even felt the possibility that this "wonderful God" had maybe even planned out a few of these things for me. I'm still here. Sometimes I wonder why. I certainly would have struck myself down with lightening had I been on the receiving end of
that.
You can take the rest of this or leave it. It's totally up to you, but I'm fixin to tell you what happened next. Every time I got through one of these episodes I actually felt just a little bit lighter. A little bit more free. My life was slowly beginning to change. My perception was changing as well. I began to realize that not everyone in the world was out to "get" me as I had believed previously. Through out all of this I kept reading my "book of myths", as some call it, and I began to see some things I never saw before.
I began to see the situations in my life from a totally different perspective, and I learned about the power of free will. (Yes, I said the unthinkable words "free will".) I started to realize that God did not do those things to me. People did. But that still left me with the big question of WHY. Why did God allow it? The fact of the matter is, as I have said before, we are not God's little puppets on a string. This kind of thinking is what caused me to hold God ultimately responsible for the things that had happened to me.
God gave us a free will whether you believe it or not, and people choose to do some pretty horrendous things as a result of that. Yet God seemingly does nothing about it. Because He won't. He won't. I need you to really hear me here. The essence of true love is found only in the power to choose. If we were God's little puppets on a string there would be no choice in the matter. That is not love. That is a forced obedience. The things that were done to me as a child were wrong. There's no two ways about it. But God did not do that to me. People did. People.
While thinking about all this I came to the realization of why a lot of people don't want to believe in "free will". Because if you don't then that puts God in the position to be blamed for all the bad things that happen. It makes Him barbaric. It makes Him an inexcusable tyrant who loves to watch the suffering of mankind while He sits up in heaven and laughs about it. If you choose to believe in "free will" though it puts
you in the position to #1 realize God is not a tyrant and #2 realize that people have a responsibility for what they do, yourself included.
The people who did those things are responsible for what they did to me. Not God. I am responsible for how I live my life now and how I choose to treat other people in light of what happened to me. I cannot hold what others have done to me against everyone in the world. It's not right. It is the same as holding God responsible for those things. They did not do it, neither did He. So Frank, I've walked in those shoes. I've been there. I've done that. I'm still here. Maybe what I believe about all this is of very little value to you. I'm sure it sounds quite absurd. *shrugs* It's ok. LOL I can't be anything other than what I am, and this my friend, is the not so gracious side of me. Welcome to my world.
Terry wrote:
Quote:I don't know what was originally said because I do not read Hebrew. I do know a bit about the workings of the brain, however. There are many sources on the web if you are interested as well as some very good books, but I don't know why you are asking me for "proof" when you do not provide sources for everything you post, nor do you generally require it from others.
So why do you suppose God thinks that parts of the bodies he created for us are shameful and must be covered?
Oh reeeeeally? How interesting. I'll have to get back to you on this.