@Arella Mae,
Then you KNOW he exists and that's enough, you don't need to try and find proof for an atheist asshole like me. If you KNOW God exists and I KNOW he does not then neither of us are doing any converting of each other, and so what, the world will not end, and if you truly believe as you say you do, your peace of mind is probably greater than mine and your demise a happier event.