@MattDavis,
I thank you for your first post towards myself. It really did help me understand your positions a bit more clear. It sounds to me that you are close to an agnostic, (like you have said you have no problem with me calling you) but would you maybe call yourself an agnostic-atheist? I can see your views, but I will be honest. I am a theist, but I firmly believe that atheism is a belief that Gods do not exist...Not any rejection, as a rejection = not knowing or uncertain in my own opinions...I think to even be skeptical it still takes one to have a belief about Gods in order to know and understand that they do not believe that any exist...Or rationalize the concept of non-existence itself...And a rejection = nothing or inconclusive views...I also believe, that I do not believe that any Gods exist = I believe that no Gods exist...etc...And my point is that you seem to be open to optimism which I would say that the true agnostic position seems to be the most objective from the 3. (But I do have my doubts as to whether being uncertain is not a belief of being uncertain itself...etc) But my point is, (with no disrespect) that you seem to be a very objective person, with an open mind...In the sense of an agnostic...But at the same time it seems that you have at least some types of rational subjective thoughts about the plausibility/somewhat, sparsely, not measurable, introspective stances that leads me to believe I understand why you say you are an atheist...But I think it does prove my above point about beliefs about Gods...I would not say it is a theology like you have pointed out...But I would say it looks to have a religious connotations or aspects that probably can not be accurately defined yet in modern comparative, equivalent terms...Mainly because of the way it is designated, it appears to me it can not be pinned to any of those labels...by definition, but I do not think it is hard to actually see these similar comparisons...
Do you think an agnostic-atheist is a better self description of yourself? Or would you say it is not, because there are more notions you have formulated rational self perspective understandings about while being open minded as to being unsure? Like an agnostic may claim...Or, (my views) the persona they generally give off, in claiming to be unsure, or having rejections of both sides...
In short: If you would not call yourself an agnostic-atheist position opposed to just an atheistic one...Could you explain why you think that you see yourself this way, in a way that shows it is because of rejections? Skepticism? Lacks? Doubts? Scrutiny? etc, rather than beliefs, notions, opinions, thoughts, ideas, I think I know, My experiences, My views...etc...
And if you would say you are probably closer to an agnostic-atheist than just an atheist, or just an agnostic, I then have some questions for that position to follow as I am sure you can already perceive what some of them may be...
If you are willing try to perceive those questions, pertaining to an agnostic-atheist position rather than either atheist, or agnostic, Do you think you would have a pretty good idea of what some of those questions I may ask would be? From the ways I have just typed this post? And lastly, if you think you could or are capable even if acknowledging you could be incorrect...Would you still claim your positions are based upon rejections, or lacks, doubts, skepticism, etc, rather than what you think you do know, or believe? Can you understand my positions about atheism from a theistic view? Why would you say it is more correct or less correct, if you think it may be? Would you be able to explain those answers in lacks and doubts? Or views, opinions and beliefs?
I am sorry, this post was a bit long...You do not have to constant quote, and answer, I know how long that takes...You can post one long one out if you want, and I will break yours down for you and I...Or you can just answer the most prevalent questions I have asked, and you can be very selective if you wish, and if you miss one or two in general I would like you to answer. I will re-quote it, and rephrase it...
Thanks a lot Matt!
BTW...I grew up with a kid named Matt Davis...