Phases

I change my mind frequently. I never know what I want. Mostly I think Im a bit afraid to commit. Whenever I am not in a relationship, I want one, and I want it to be life changing and beautiful and all the things its supposed to be. But then when I get into a relationship, even if nothing goes wrong I find myself wanting to run like hell. Half the time I dont because I feel I have to work through it, but hey, maybe sometimes you should run like hell.

On the other hand, I am bisexual, and that also creates confusion with regard to what I want out of relationships. So who knows. I bet nobody is ever sure what they want. People try to narrow it down, but when it comes down to it, a lot of us act on whim.

i feel like it all the time im gald you wrote that because i thought it was jst me and my relationship